Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Blahzay Blah.

I am seriously suffering from a case of blahzay blah. I'm hoping that it changes soon. I feel guilty feeling like this when I have an amazing little girl to spend every day with.

But seriously, I'm lacking human interaction. Normally I don't mind this at all but I think with Christopher being gone, it's getting to me. The only issue? I dislike the few people I "know" in the area. ha ha! I might eventually have to break down though just to get out of the house. Lame.

I never really questioned my parenting when Christopher was here. But lately I've been questioning everything I do. If she sleeps a lot, I start to wonder if I "pushed" her to sleep so I could have more BS time. Am I entertaining her enough?

I mean... what the fuck do you do with a 2 month old?! Seriously. What do you do? Do you hold them all the time? Do you entertain them every minute they're awake? How do you entertain them? I mean, what the hell am I supposed to do? I feel lost now. How did I make it through 2 months without feeling like this?


Breanna said...

With Allen i let him sleep and I never wake him. Isabella will let you know when she is hungry or needs a diaper change or just wants to hang with mommy.

If you need anything or just want to chat, I'm here :)

Keri said...

YES, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, LET HER SLEEP!!! lol. Babies sleep a shitload. Enjoy it before she is tearing the house up and telling you she hates you! I'm telling you, plan a trip home or fly someone over to see you. If you don't you will be depressed the whole deployment. You have to snap yourself out of it. I know you can, bc you are tough.

Dot said...

awww Tina.. I had the blues really bad with my first two. so my doctor put me on Zoloft with Graham. it has helped a ton. i know if i don't get out of the house, it hits me pretty good. you're lucky if Isabella sleeps! i'm trying to sleep train Graham right now and let him cry cause I have to hold him ALL day. ugh!

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